We were partners in crime, who would have thought you would ever steal from me. We laughed at this world, thinking we were two of a kind and the cotton we pulled over their eyes was practically playground game to us. They had no idea of our ideas or schemes, but I didn’t think you were planning further into the future. I am a wolf in sheep clothing; your costume was that of an actual wolf; you’re a sheep, just like the rest!
“I think we should just be friend’s xxx.”
Sent in a text message, six hours before midnight on New Year’s Eve, when I was relapsing and a day after my grandmother died. Friends you say? I think not! That smile you portray tells more of the darkness towards men you have. I should have read the signs, should have listened to the voices. I was love drunk on you so I thought I could gain a free pass into normality forever with you by my side. You were not a nice person when I needed someone the most; you were heartless and found yourself someone to share a beat of life with. I hope you choke on your new love!
But I seen you walking around town with your new man and new smile, I hide when I see your face. My success will be my revenge! You left me for something better, a new family along with a new smile and the price you had to pay was my happiness! Without a second thought you took that from me. But I will have the last laugh!
When you sit at home and pick up a bestselling novel, I will be there!
When you switch on the TV and in the interviewers seat, I will be there!
When you buy a new DVD, on the start and end credits, I will be there!
When you pick up one of your girly magazines, I will be there!
When your favourite musician or band plays out on the music channels or radio, I will be there too!
This is my design – This is my revenge!
You made this; I will forever be you Frankenstein lover. I will haunt your thoughts – home and job. I want you to know how crazy you made me. But to have you to second-guess for one second within your happy new life is all I am asking; because then you will know it was all for nothing and I was the right choice. But here is the kicker!
I DON’T WANT YOU BACK!
I am happy now. I have found someone who loves me more, I have tamed my madness (a little more) and my writing is gaining substantial views and followers.
And when my life is complete and I am laying out in the sun without a worry in the world and the life you chose is re-falling apart, I want you to think of me and what you put me through.
Do not write, do not get in touch. Our relationship was a farce, falsified love!
I will become great in life and you will be great at opening your legs! Some life you chose…
So bring forth these pages, I have some revenge to dish out!
I love you!