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A Flare-up Story – Mental Patient & Proud


The shadowy mother figure from the infamous sh...

The shadowy mother figure from the infamous shower scene. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

There once lived a boy named Alex. Alex was a mentally challenged young lad…

One day…

“Alex, did you know you contradict yourself and say you’re a psycho, instead of your actual words you have used, saying you were a schizophrenic?” I did not know that; please tell me how else I can describe my emotional detachment or how I am feeling at that exact moment I write?

But I would like all of you sane people to know, you use words such as Crazy – Psycho – Out-of-my-mind – Mental – Lunatic on a daily basis and you have no problem with reality detachment or have even seen the inside of a mental health hospital… Most of you only need a good nights sleep, stop watching horror movies and step away from the pen.

I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH THIS SINCE BEFORE I STARTED WRITING!!! I have more of a right to use these terms than you… You textbook quote back to me what mentally ill terminologies I should use – I have lived this…

No matter how hard I run, it will find me. It doesn’t matter how much I write, it will find a way to my forethought. You play and prey on words to make yourselves out to something you’re not as long as your sane voice is thrown across the internet, well here’s mine – I AM A MENTAL PATIENT AND I AM PROUD OF IT!!

I don’t really live, the people closest to my heart may know this about me, but I shall never go into detail and I will never let them see me on a bad day. It’s called keep people you trust most on the planet at arm’s length and it’s no way to live. And the people who pop in & out of my life believe I am a normal funny, happy everyday person, just like you.

Now I know my words I bring to the wordpress classroom for show & tell are perceived as Angry and Out-of-control, but it helps me deal. Now I am not averse to kicking some ass when needed, but if another SANE person strolls along into my blog, browsing only a few of my words and jumps straight in with pointless words and psychology to point stuff out. (I get enough looking after behind the screen BTW) If I am having a bad-day, I am not going to miss you and hit the computer screen.

Now I write to keep my demons at bay, it does help when you try to exorcise me over the internet.

I am broken, leave the mess be, read my blog and have a nice fricken’ day.

And remember… I am awesome.

Thanks for reading. My outburst has exhausted, now don’t we all feel better.

If you have a problem with anything within this post please comment and I am sure I will get straight back to you with some wonderful butterfly and rainbow words of wisdom and where the hell you can go.

Alex

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The 5 Reasons Of Your Being!


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Evil (Photo credit: Jordan W)

MONEY: Notes, coins or personal possessions.

RELIGION: Belief, Gods, Bibles, a certain following.

POWER: Staying in power, or overpower people or a country.

LOVE: Sex, Family love, benevolence, Fake love, emotional manipulation.

RECOGNITION: Wanting more, being recognized for you being you, so they will be remembered.

Remember these titles have roots stemming to other reasons.

These five reasons are the 5 main reasons we get out of bed at the start of the day, these are the reasons we put on our socks and shoes and head off to work and throughout our days make decisions, at least one or all of them.

HERE’S THE TWIST!

These are also the main reason people get murdered or hurt. People get mugged for their money, phones, shoes so on and so on. Religion is a good thing but bad people behind it use it as a shield to do evil. People’s ideals for power can be used as weapons, so be careful. Love is a powerful feeling, but mix with other emotions can turn deadly. And lastly, fame; this can the reason or want for becoming greater.

So next time you are putting on your socks, remember these five thing and try not to kill people while going about your day. Try it now; think of the reason behind getting up or doing something and I guarantee it will soon eventually be linked back to these 5 things.

I could have made this broader, but I am kind of pushed for time.

This has been a psychotic announcement from the fiction writer, Alexander Kennedy.

Keep those pens busy….

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